Anything put out by Carol is going to show her in the best light, whether it's her livestream or youtube channel or blog. I'd take anything from those sources with a huge grain of salt. She and her late husband started all this because they wanted to own big cats and other exotic animals - there was no higher purpose, no greater good. They bought animals. I will give her credit for no longer breeding them and selling cubs. And of all the private farm, big cat people on this show she is the lesser of multiple evils, but she is hardly a saint.