MunichNark

The thing is, young Tyler only came to live with the Duggars late in childhood and has thus not been exposed to their beliefs when very young - that is when you are formed. So while I believe he enjoys being in a family with other children, he may well decided once he's an adult that he's having none of the cultish shit.

I re-read books, all the time and the Bible is so obscure you can discover new things every time. But they don't read and digest, they just blindly follow what they've been told. Still don't understand this memorising thing, what is that supposed to do? I can quote things (Bridget Jones' diary springs to mind, cough. But hey, I can quote things I memorised!) It won't lead you to understanding, it won't lead you to be faithful, kind or a good person. It's just dumb repetition

Jessa is a mess. Her children are dirty, unkempt, in ill-fitting clothes, her house is a pigsty and she cleary ran out of fucks to give years ago. Add to that the joyless faith that Bin at least holds.......yuk. Not a happy home

I have said this before, but....I continue to be aghast that this is supposed to be an English native speaker. The Joyful Academy of the Dining Table was lacking a bit, no? Spraying weed killer in flip flops is a choice. Not a good choice but a choice. What are those poor plants? Are they veggies? The earth looks dry as fuck - there's this handy wee thing called water that does work miracles Jill. Snapping photos of people who truly believe that taking a photo of them is NOT acceptable will surely endear her mucho to her neighbours who will, I'm sure of it, already view her as a freak with 10 pounts of make up on her face. If she values the simple life, why doesn't she try it for once? No make up, no bleached hair, wearing simple clothes, WORKING

So, pretty much everybody has known that Josh has issues, major issues, is a creep, acts strangely around young girls. Yet they closed their eyes to it. Great job, Meeeeechelle and Jim Blob! You must be so proud

That's not a garden. That's a junkyard. With a lot of rubbish. What on earth is wrong with that woman? Who manages to create a garden with junk like that? It's utterly hideous

Oh dear fucking goodness, help me! I'm turning into JeremEE!!😱 I've just joyfully threaded my brandnew neon pink shoelaces into a pair of shoes.......in my defence, Coldplay have just released a brandnew song and they have incorporated a lot of colours (as they do), one of which was neon pink. I liked it so much during these bleak times that I went for them. It's the bleak times. Really. Honestly. I'm not like JereMEEEEE. I'm not (and my shoes are dark blue and not fugly so there)

Both parents set this up and I am hard pressed to feel any kind of positive emotion here. They are heartless nasty people, full of themselves, full of hatred and bile. They deserve Karma, big time.

I think we can be justified in saying that this is one giant fuck of a giant horrible clusterfuck. I'm surprised how much it's affecting me, sigh

This was written by a native English speaker.....*shudders and goes off to mumble darkly about the downfall of the English language What has Kaylee Girl done to have to suck up to Jill so much? I understand that Most Precious Nurie is basically dead to Jill now, but there's a plethora of other children to choose from. Timmay must have done something quite SEVERE to piss PRECIUOS MOMMA off quite so much. Edit, I think the only true bit in it is that poor Kayle has wanted to cry quite a bit after having to spend time with Jill

Dear fucking God, I never expected this. I am beyond horrified and disgusted. Have fun in prison, you fucking piece of shit

I doubt that. Those girls have been left to their own devices all of their lives and it's far too late for Jim Slob to do anything with them. Plus, he's getting on in age and they still have a few years to go before they can marry. Jenni has never smiled, ever. She reminds me of myself, now that I'm understanding certain things pertaining to me - all of my childhood photos show me fairly serious. She has the same face and I firmly believe that Jenni is deeply depressed.

I'll wear a jacket but not an arctic winter kind of coat, especially if I'm cycling. Why is Joy dragging her children and not Austin?

Well, don't let it happen again *puts on stern voice. I had to eat copious amounts of kitkat to calm myself down. I would love to know how she thinks make up and hair extensios (is the magic pink drink making your hair fall out or why doesn't she just grow her hair longer if she wants to be Rapunzel?) are just fine, whilste trouser-wearing women are sluttish?

There's a new photo where she's biking with kiddies and husband and friends in 49F weather, bundled up like it's in the depth of an arctic winter. Google tells me 49F is 10 effing degrees Celsius. I would die of heat exhaustion in that get up. 10 degrees Celsius is spring weather ffs

Oh dear fucking goodness, this is the first thing on a Sunday morn you bless me with?!?!?!? Thank goodness, my world has gone back to balance now😆

Oooh, I had to google this tostada thingy but am seriously considering making some tortillas and try them out. No way Jinger did these - she can't cook or bake. Those two really are so clueless. Jeremy is lazy, spoilt, entitled and smug to the n-th degree. Jinger seems totally spineless and has zero personality. They keep jumping from one thing to the other, always desperately hoping to hit jackpot and make lots of money. They will always be destined to fail miserably for neither has talent or determination OR want to work hard

Very sweet but her arms seem to be very very thin, no?

We pay Church tax here. At leat if you're either Catholic or a Lutheran Prod. It's deducted from your salary😄 More on topic, these two are really quite dull, aren't they?

Yes, I tend to talk about other people's children quite a lot myself...........says no one ever.........

Her selfie taking in a Church no less is just so odd. I'd never ever entertain that particular notion. It's so disrespectful and WHY is no one telling her that?? It can't be that they matter to the congregation, they've no money or anything to offer. Singing in harmony I love too, but this was giving me tinnitus. Since sharing is caring, I did not want you lot to miss out on the lovely harmonies;-)

American beds are so high!! How does one get into them? Jessa's bedroom is horrid. The dull grey/brownish colours would depress me no end. The shelf is......interesting......Ben has allergies, so there should not be any plants in the house at all. And certainly not above the bed, which is an accident waiting to happen. Jessa is just so damn lazy and dense. Her house is filthy, the children always look greasy and wear ill fitting clothes. The wee one always looks tousled and disorientated.

Please do listen to this, from about minute 8 and do not give up until minute 11 or so. http://static1.squarespace.com/static/52ff89eee4b09e6f5ea66d0d/t/5fc43b737acac6192a472893/1606695923002/11-29-20+Phillip+Rodrigues+-+Servant.mp3/original/11-29-20+Phillip+Rodrigues+-+Servant.mp3 youre most welcome! ps...philip thinks “hungry” is a country. And he didnt realise that hungAry is one. And he is the worst “preacher” ever

To be sure, that is your viewpoint. But mine is mine, for ME, not for anyone else. Naturally taking medication can be life saving also. I do take stuff if I must. But not for anxiety. That to me is a cop out. I don't judge others for it in the slightest

Well, I'm new to the world of trauma - I didn't realise I'm traumatised (I still don't think so tbh...) so all of this stuff is new to me. To be sure, my therapist knows all about it, it's just within the last few weeks that things seem to get on top of me so badly. Not sleeping right isn't helping. I'm trying to figure out what I need but even that is difficult for I simply don't know. Ego states are a little difficult, let's put it like that. I'm only starting to reconcile myself to even needing skills (I thought I "just" had anxiety for the past 40 odd years). Things are starting to come up which is good but also shite. I've never had to deal with being stuck in a fight, flight, fawn or freeze response before. It's not pleasant. I am not a fan of any medication - and feel it is a cop-out for it won't solve any issues. I am starting to think about possibly having some valerian (bleuuuuurgh, the smell and taste!) or something maybe. Therapist has suggested CBD oil or whatever the name is. Not a fan tbh. Too nervous about it. I'm having all sorts of weird reactions coming to the fore (such as having injections which was never a problem before) so that makes it all rather more difficult. Sigh. @doodlebug, sorry, but the bestest chocolate Easter Eggs known to mankind are clearly Cadbury's cream eggs! Strudel is nice, I made some sourkraut one which was goooooorgeous. Highly recommend.