nachomama

I'm glad i listened to my inner voice not to watch the patient.

Now, I love Gleeson (maybe the accent) and I watched this specifically for him and Aisling Bea, the rage and fury at what they did to her. I ADORED, ADORED! RUN. And I'm sad we'll never see another season of that. And by comparison those were two messed up "soul mates" that didn't piss me off this bad. You couldn't really defend a whole lot of their actions but they didn't send me over the edge the way this one did. Her husband was a dick, anywho, I love Merritt Wever in virtually everything.

Oh good lord, this just makes me depressed. Nothing about this should be the way it is. I want to slap them all. The only satisfaction may be that you get so angry with them that by the end you do wish upon them what happens. I have to go jump off a cliff now so that I can stop thinking about how angry this made me.

I'm annoyed Hulu only has up to season 3 so I had to go search for season 4. Has Joe Gilgun's entire career been predicated on a bizarre haircut? I started watching "this is england" and lord have mercy

I saw a casting call posted for 60ish years old Navajo man emphasis on speaking fluent Navajo for dark winds season 3. Yeehaw. Also this was posted for the rules for the eclipse today. I know my friend who works at the BIA school they’re off today. But I do recall having an eclipse when I was in 4th grade-ish and we didnt have the day off and there were Navajo kids in my class and we made pin hole cameras. Which were actually garbage. I couldn’t see jack squat. I’m not sure if they had the Navajo kids go back inside or what. I’m too old to remember anything other than the stupid camera.

I saw something yesterday where Sterlin Harjo is creating a new show with Ethan Hawk, I think hawk executive producing. Again, for whatever reasons I don't like Ethan Hawk it's putting some people to work, so yay!

anticipating "the ones who lived?" I don't have amc anymore so we'll see how long it takes me to see them.

Holy cow, never thought forums would be back up

Happy new Year and happy new computer! I am alive! I have a computer from this century that can read and write like a big boy

Congrashulashuns on your stubbornacity! I know it was down for a few days but I can officially no longer access the site from my work computer. I can also no longer access our email. So I have to do both on my phone. I have a super old computer and it can no longer upgrade. We keep it because we cannot upgrade our Heidelberg. That software is like $25k so keep the old computer but he has to get me a laptop or something else so that I can still get stuff from the web. That might be a while (until it inconveniences him. )

I guess I’m getting old. I got a new tv from cyber Monday because I wanna cut the cord so I need a smart tv. And I’m not quite my mom, who could not program a vcr, but close. I think I’m 90% set up. I was able to get the apps like Hulu, britbox, etc set up before I could get it to find my cable box and in the bedroom it still can’t but I think I’m missing 1 hdmi cord. So I got it done but it took me most of the day and I kept saying “I’m not that old!” But then I have been putting together a Spotify list. That def dates me. Everything is old. But what’s odd is most wasn’t even my youth. Being that I grew up in New Mexico with no mtv. We missed the entire “British new wave” you either had top 40 radio, heavy metal or shitkicker country. So I got to college and my friend Candice was singing “rock the casbah” and I would have bet money she made it up. It was not “real”. Then I discovered I did indeed like the clash. Just not Candice Singing it. I have decided I’m Irish. Like Irish Irish. I’m only watching Irish police dramas on acorn or britbox and I got a lot of Irish going on in my Spotify list. And with the passing of Shane McGowan whom I share a birthday with. I was listening to a lot of pogues over the weekend. If Christmas Eve in a drunk tank is not the very description of my soul I do not know what is. But I never knew any of these things when I was growing up. Had to discover them later.

I hope the great turkey bird made all your dreams come true.

Eggsactly! Ain’t nobody gotta leave the room just because he asked. He asked because then there are no witnesses. Your word (former street kid, I believe he implied prostitute) against a trusted professional. And bezhig wasn’t supposed to a lawyer either. The Littlebird parents problem was because they got emotional and fought back. Daddy ended up dead and mom lost her kids. Leave no witnesses is a policy.

So many similarities and even if Esther chose to stay in Regina golda has the means to be there. And I also think she needs to stay and dedicate her career to reversing this shit. I like that she spoke up for Dora and clearly dude didnt know how to handle that. Even if Dora had a “troubled” past he started with “we may not take the baby today” but heavily implied “we will get your baby” and of course she’d freak out. Even if that’s not what he meant he sincerely needed a punch in the face. I know bezhig is who we are supposed to identify with. Hers is the story we are following. But yes Leo and Dora needed a hug too.

I think golda is a very good mother. She gave them space. She seems like excellent grandma material. Although wasn’t entirely sure what she was asking Esther to choose on the way back from visiting the hospital. At first sounded like “you wanna go back to your original family or come back be Jewish with us?” But didn’t seem like an ultimatum. Maybe choose to be a lawyer? I still say Leo and brigit knew mama was alive. I know Esther/ bezhig story is what we were watching but damn Leo and Dora need a hug too. I know it’s implied. And seemed like Dora knew people when she showed up with the baby but the relay of the news etc was not shown to us. I need to hunt up the making of documentary.