*steps out of the Shadows of Lurk*
I come with some things that are bound to be unpopular opinions!
I liked the scene with Dean and Amara.
No, not in the sense of it being appropriate or hot. I liked how uncomfortable it made me. I love that the show made me feel something. I'm still interested in the show and characters, but I'm very seldom moved any more.
Deaths stopped being a big deal for me a while ago. If someone vaguely good dies, we'll see them again in some form, so I can't bring myself to be truly emotionally invested in their potential death. Billie's talk of Sam and Dean being sent to The Empty when they die again didn't have much of an impact on me (beyond wondering if that's going to be their answer to getting rid of the Big Bad). If Sam and Dean die, that's the end of the show, and the guys and tptb plan to run spn for as many more years as they can so...
Fight scenes, while I'm still impressed with the amount of work they take to film, aren't doing anything for me either. There's no more shock for me when a loved one beats ups Dean, I still don't know why the fight between Sam and Dean at the end of 10x23 had to happen, and as much as I wanted Metatron to get smacked in the mouth, the beat down registered as -- unnecessary, maybe? He's human at this point, and in an older body. It doesn't take angel powered blows to take him down. Sam's fight with the demons left me frustrated in the opposite way. There should have been something else, the equivalent of demon damaging brass knuckles or something. When did demons weaken to the point of engaging and losing a fist fight with a human? What happened to their telekinesis and extra strength?
But the scene with Dean and Amara? It had me captivated. It was hitting all of my internal markers of "eww, wrong" but I couldn't look away, almost as if Amara's juju was working on me too. It's been a really long time since the show has shown something that just HIT me, and I appreciate that.
Of course, I'm assuming that it'll cause me less discomfort once Amara has completed her transitions. Partially because, visually, it won't immediately ping wrong, and also because I don't think the show is actually going to go anywhere outside of "it's another apocalypse, humans are going to die, insert quick save in the last couple episodes of the season!" But who knows? She was a creepy thing while in The Nothing Cloud too. At best they'll keep a creep factor until the midseason finale.
*slowly slinks back into the Shadows*