Me either. Sara basically made her whole life revolve around Ava. She's not allowed to talk about her family or other friends or lovers. She barely talks to her own team anymore. She had no reaction to Mick having a daughter, she didn't get to say goodbye to Ray, she didn't get to talk to Nora about their shared experiences being pawns of Mallus, I don't thinks he reacted to learning about John and Zari, she barley spoke to John even though he'd understand her trauma.
She has been drinking a lot more, I'm going to fanwank that, that means she's not really as happy as she appears to be with Ava.