My story...I was raped at 12 yo by my 18 yo boyfriend. Ugh, I know. Stupid girl. Until I was 44, I considered myself "just a hole for my boyfriend of the moment to stick his penis in to." I finally found someone that made sex feel good. Unfortunately, he was a pathological liar and cheat. Went through a suicide attempt and much therapy. I no longer have any romantic feelings, nor do I wish to ever be with anyone ever again. I pray McKayla is able to get through this and finally love and respect herself. I don't for a minute think Caelin abused her or forced himself on her. I think she has 0 self esteem and believes she's unworthy of love.