Amber is a very unhappy person who does nothing to change her situation. She is one of those people who expects a pill, a boyfriend or money to magically transform her life. No girl, it takes work. Work that she does not want to invest in because it’s hard.
Sweetie, life is hard, but we all show up and make the best of it. Ambers full time job while on hiatus should e taking care of her mental health and flipping the script of her life. She is lucky enough to have the time, resources and support to do that. Consider yourself very lucky Amber.