I am loving the portrayal of dean, I love the fact that Jensen is going for it. Grief is not pretty, it is not logical, it is raw, painful and can be hurtful. I love that he is not playing for sympathy by woobifying his behavior. People are going to hate him, plenty already are, but it is realistic and riveting to watch. Yeah it sux to be jack and on the receiving end but that's life and I am sure Dean will make it up to him. And these are not real people so I don't have to worry about if a fictional characters feelings are hurt and I can just sit here and appreciate the beauty and complexity of Jensens acting