Firebird

THIS. I had an early miscarriage about 6 years ago, and this was my immediate thought about Kail. That shit is tough, yo, physically and emotionally. It took me a long while before even the thought of getting physical with my partner didn't send me into a panic, and the toll it took eventually ruined that relationship. I'm not a fan of Kail, but I can empathize with this notion.

I think that was the master plan, cause dude, I had zero interest in AYTO before.... and now? I'm just starting the third season as well. Well played, MTV.

Just watched. Nothing new- Leah was high AF. Jenelle prefers dick over everything. Chelsea is a precious, precious lady. The only thing that really stood out? I want to punch Javi in his fat duck lips. Like, he totally instigated that fight by saying he was embarrassed by kiddo scratching his head at lunch. He instigated that fight and then he stood at the car like a pussy bitch and yelled at Jo. Man, I give major props to Jo for not marching out there and breaking Javi's mouth. God,I hate that guy. I'm glad it seems as though Kail and Javi maybe might be calling it quits. No more Javi, like, ever please.

That's actually good to know - cause that particular launch to Butch seemed hella strange.

Ok. Haven't read through the posts yet, but Jesus Mother'fuckin Christ Y'all. Tyler and Dr. Screw are talking about his suicide attempt, and I quote: Dr. Screw: "So that was your rock bottom (Tyler covering his rope marks with makeup) Tyler: "Yeah, Yeah..." Dr. Screw: "That's Heavy. COMING UP NEXT, WE TALK TO BUTCH..." Just jesus crap. I know we've all been shitting on T's suicide attempt, but we all also know Dr. Dickhead doesn't actually watch the show. If I would have heard that out of the blue, I wouldn't really worried that much about the segway. Maybe I would have shown sympathy? Idk. When I was 12 I took almost a bottle of sleeping pills and as I fell asleep, the last thought I had was "I shouldn't have done this". Obvs I survived. I would have had the same response to the "Doctor". We are simply different things when we're preteens.

Watching Maci's segments... She looked bored with Taylor and hot for Rahhhn. just sayin' (I would too though...)

Agree. It's all related. In my case, I lost a bunch of weight because the only thing that made me feel better when I was anxious or actually having a panic attack was to make myself barf. As soon as I let my doctor in on that she made the super quick association between my current anxiety issues / purging, and the fact that I was binge eating and purging through my parents divorce when I was a teen (part of my patient work up). It made perfect sense - it was my comfort and control mechanism. The not getting up and going for a walk thing - it's hard to pull yourself up out of a hole when it's so much easier to drown in it. It takes serious work to get there. I wish she had a more appropriate counselor. Shit... I wish she had the benefit of my OWN mother to talk with - nobody there is supporting her. The other thing? I couldn't even imagine the stress of a reality tv crew following my ass around during my episodes. I'm not sure I would have survived. And Tyler is THE WORST. Literally the worst thing you can do to an anxiety ridden person is to constantly ask them about it, as if they are ruing your day - because that, in itself is a YUGE trigger - being worried about the people around you thinking you're "crazy" or worrying about ruining their day. He can just get right the fuck on out of here with that bullshit.

Ok you guys. I've been reading these for a long, long time. Today is the day I feel like I need to post. Catelynn and Tyler. Yes, a whole lot of these moms site anxiety as a problem, but with Cate, I believe it. I cried, CRIED! a little during her counseling session because I truly and deeply feel her pain. The same thing happened to me. One day - BAM - anxiety. Out of nowhere. Completely functioning, super smart and driven. One day I just stopped being able to breathe and everything just rolled downhill. Some posters are mentioning the fact that Cate said she had a happy childhood and so she doesn't understand why this happened to her and that she's kind of dumb because her childhood was obvs super shitty. I had a really shitty childhood, but pre-anxiety, it looks like the top of the fucking world compared to what real, true anxiety issues feel like. I do think that when she takes the time to explore her world that she'll come to the realization that Tyler IS her anxiety. Maybe she'll be able to cope with that and move on. Probably she won't. I just hope she finds the right drug/counseling combo and maybe when Teen Mom finally ends she can handle herself properly.