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Just hold on - exactly what just qualified her for surgery!?!

Oppositional Defiant Disorder + bitch + “Hey, I’m 40!” = success ? (Very sad question mark)

And now my body is “cold, cold, cold”...

Okay, so no shade but someone reset the cable box. 🤯 I’m late and a little mad Eating habits (still embarrassed): Diet Squirt with some vodka as a cocktail. Switched to wine as I put on some beef stew for dinner....He may have messed up the cable box but he *did* buy Prime beef short ribs for the stew! Lots of veg and even some pearl onions (so fancy!), with some roasted potatoes on the side. This is sounding less healthy as I continue to write. (Going back to shame space...)

Spoiler alert! Do we need to create a new bingo spot for the park scene/homeless scene?

Putting the casserole in the oven as my significant other passes by with the usual look of disgust as to what I’m watching. The only reason I’m here is that he works late every Wednesday...

What’s in here? Could it be....poop?

I hate to say this but taking too many painkillers can make it hard to pee - you may feel like you need to “go” constantly but it interrupts your ability to empty your bladder. And I thought I was embarrassed earlier!

I’m not an emotional eater - I just eat a TON of food after coming down from a several day binge! (I actually didn’t eat for days....?). AND I’m so offended by someone calling me out for being an active drug addict.

I want photos - trashy for me means “made in an old jelly jar”!

The only thing “adding up” here for Dr. now are the pounds!!

She was walking around a minute before they arrived! I’m glad dr paradise made her call 911!!! She has to take responsibility for something!! And then she gets mad at him for telling the EMT’s the info they need to treat her...gosh

Can’t breathe = need more Xanax!!!!

Like that sort of just slipped in between the story of Justin leaving plus the robbery. Then a minute later she’s talking about how she’ll feel when she comes down? Did I slip into an alternate reality?

My “embarrassment” is fading as I pour another glass of wine in hopes I can forget seeing someone inspect her “groin area”. She’s praying for a miracle to get surgery - I need a miracle to help me to unsee that!