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And she was on slop all week. She actually lost weight and she didn't have much to lose in the first place. It's not like she's some 200 lb man that just had a steak dinner. I'm pretty light-weight when it comes to drinking myself, one glass if wine gets me tipsy and I'm a lot bigger than Z. Also, we didn't even see the party so you have no idea how much she drank.

Corey has stated flat out that he's not interested in dating Nicole outside of the house and hopes they are "best friends" when they leave, but he's not leading her on? He's not as gross as Pauley but he's still playing her. But this is not Nicole's fault or Z's fault, it's on the guys. Also, if you really think that Pauley is only being intimate with Z because he has to or that he's not really into it then I don't really know what to say to that. Pauley woke Z up while she was asleep in her own bumper cart, grabbed her hand and invited her into his cart where he initiated the touching and afterwards when they got up and returned to their own carts held her hand across bumper carts while they fell asleep. He will act like they aren't as involved when they are around the other players but when they are alone he's very affectionate. How is she supposed to know he's talking about her behind her back? And since she doesn't know that, and she thinks he's her "boyfriend" then why shouldn't she act like she he is? She's not "throwing" anything at him that he doesn't want. And he has actually talked about seeing each other after the show unlike Nicole and Corey.

And none of the other houseguests cared and they all ate out of the bags too so is everyone calling them gross? No just Z. James's hands are always in his pants and I haven't seen him wash his hands afterwards, but it's only Z bashed, even though she wasn't on her period. Also, she's been called gross because of her sexual activity. Amanda's dominatrix outfit did not cover more than Z's outfit but whatever. Paulie gave Z a lap dance were his face was directly in her crotch and Z is not having sex by herself, unlike Corey when he was wacking off watching them and yet he's not getting shamed. Why is it all on Z? And yeah, there are videos if Nicole jacking Corey but have any of them been shared here? They just aren't being shared at the same rate as Z's. Google Ollie and April from BB 10 and you will really see people having sex on camera but folks forgot about that. Everyone claims they hate Paulie and yet Zakiyah gets all the vitriol.

Seriously, what is with the slut shaming if Zakiyah? Nicole has been giving handies for months and yet everything Z does has to be documented and shared with the entire internet. It's seriously gross, I'm sorry but it's gross. People have been getting it on in the Big Brother house for many, many years. But the way Zakiyah gets singled out and ridiculed is quite frankly pretty peculiar. All of the guys posed for pictures with their ass hanging out. Paul literally said if he could, he would bang in the middle of the Paris room naked. Zakiyah jump ropes in a bikini and she's a thot. I'm just gonna come out and say it, I don't think she would get the same amount of scrutiny or disdain if she were a White woman. Amanda wore a dominatrix outfit and spanked McCrae on tv and she didn't get this much hate and yet Zakiyah gets called gross and disgusting and people claim that she doesn't respect herself and I'm sick of it. She's an adult, doing adult things and not even new things. Give her a break.

Um, no. P and Z got into the fight. She sobbed to Nicole, that snake, then to Michelle, who got pissed about it and when she was talking to Michelle she came to the realization that she was being played. She then said she wouldn't even vote for Paulie if he were in jury, that he lost her vote. Then she went up, they "forgave" each other and when she went back downstairs and talked to Day and Michelle in the safari room she reiterated that she was done being played. He made her "look stupid" 3 times and she wasn't doing that again and that she was just going to fake it and act nice. I was watching it live, that shit was riveting.

I was so proud of Zak last night. Paulie really broke her down with mind games but she totally turned it around on him. She realized after that fight, that was really over nothing, that she was being played and with pep talks from Michelle and Day, she went up to that HOH and played his ass right back. Then went downstairs and created an alliance with her Day and Michelle. When she was in that HOH room with Paul and Paulie she just sat there making them both uncomfortable until Paul left and Paulie apologized and scooped her up in a hug. It was amazing. She has finally woke up. I know that it is a popular narrative to claim Z has been chasing Paulie and that she's clingy but for the people who actually watch them interact, it is obvious that Z was the one originally chased and Z offered on numerous occasions to end their "romantic" relationship for one strictly business. It is always Paulie who nixes that suggestion. I have no idea why Paulie would destroy his closest ally and the only person who would NEVER vote him out. He may have been grooming her for a final 2 without her knowledge or he could just be a weirdo but he is definitely stupid. That dumb fight last night created the very alliance he was supposedly afraid of.

Yeah, the broken English thing was offensive, but I don't think it was racist just insensitive and ignorant. I don't think she was being malicious like Aaryn was though. The accent in and of itself wasn't offensive, just the broken English aspect. I think Z likes doing accents, like the English one she did when they were goofing on the phone. Some people were mad at Tiffany because she said her sister had a Black middle name, a name that wasn't "normal". I think that was offensive but I don't think it was racist. There certainly wasn't any intent to be mean. And her sister's middle name is Leticia, which if you knew about history, is a Roman name which wouldn't be that unusual for someone with an Italian background. People are going to do and say really stupid things while in the house. We'll either make excuses for them and ignore it or we'll be pissed. As annoying as some of the guests are, I haven't been too pissed about them this year. I'm very glad the cast is as diverse as it's ever been. I didn't think I was ever going to watch again after season 15.

I, personally, don't think her attitude is that bad, or really that out of the normal for someone her age, contained in this sort of vacuum, with her level of insecurity and trust issues. I mean yeah, she's said some mean stuff but so has pretty much everyone else in the house at some point in time. She's not mean to people's faces. She's not aggressive or out there trying to start fights. We're not dealing with an Aaryn or an Amanda here. If someone recorded all the stuff I said at home about the people I work with...but hey, everyone has their favorite or "hated" player. To each their own. I will admit that her insecurity makes me cringe, mostly from second hand embarrassment. I've been that girl when I was in college. It's very unattractive but she'll see how she was acting when she leaves the house and hopefully that will help her change her ways.

He also outright told Paul that he does like her, the "feelings were real" and that he would definitely date her outside the house. So I guess until we see a DR we won't really totally know how he feels but to me it seems like he was telling the truth to Paul. He has no reason to lie about that. Now with Corey, who I think he may be pulling away from a little because he says "sketchy" things, he may have been telling him what he wants to hear. But really, who the hell knows what these folks believe in their hearts and minds?

I just want to state, flat out, that I don't really care either way if they make it out the house or not. For me, I like to watch Big Brother for the lies and the showmances. Once this season is over, I will probably forget all of their names and the season number they are on. This is purely summer entertainment for me. I think Paulie doesn't talk game with her because he really wants to win the game and he doesn't think she can help him with that. His main concern is the money and he can compartmentalize his "relationship" with Z and his main goal of winning the game. They are very affectionate when they are alone. To me, when they are sleeping, they look like a couple but Paulie is not willing to lose the game because he likes some girl he's only just met. I think for Paulie, it's not personal but Z won't get him to his goals. Now, if Z started winning comps, he might change his mind but his path to victory doesn't include Z. And even with all that, he still wants to be with her, that's why he doesn't want them to get too serious in the house cause he doesn't want her to get too hurt when he eventually has to cut her to further his game. He's trying to have his cake and eat it too.

I thought the whole reason why he doesn't want to kiss her or be more intimate is because he doesn't want to play her when he knows he has no intention of taking her with him to the final 2. I think that he does like her so he doesn't want to use her like Corey's using Nicole. To me, that seems like his feelings are genuine. I just don't get why so many people think it's out of the realm of possibility the Paulie has real feelings. I don't think they are getting married or anything, but people really think Natalie and James have a better chance of working outside of the house than Zaulie? Why would the feelings be more real for them, or anyone for that matter?

I just don't get it. Why do people seriously think Paulie doesn't like Zakiyah or that he likes any of the other girls in the house more, like Zakiyah is some troll or something. She's, by far, the most beautiful woman in the house. He's always hanging around her, touching her, staring into her eyes. All the classic signs of attraction. He has stated, I don't know how many times that he doesn't want a showmance, had no intention of having a showmance, but ended up in one with Zakiyah. It seems obvious to me that that would mean he does like her, because he's not with her for gameplay. They hardly ever even talk game to each other when they are alone and he has outright said that he would definitely try to be with her outside the house. It's baffling to me that people can then be totally blind to all that and insist that there is no there there. People were saying he had more of a connection with Bronte, than he has with Zakiyah. That is bonkers. Do I think he wants to take her to a final 2? Absolutely not. Do I think that he wants to date her outside the house? Why not? In what world would she not be his type?

Kind of unfortunate word choice here.