All of this - so well said. I don’t know if it’s because it’s my time of the month or because I’m a therapist who’s been working extensively recently with clients with history of trauma and addiction, but this show is making me so emotional because it so beautifully illustrates the effects of both, especially this and the last episode. It’s understandable that without further context of their adult years that the audience would be less sympathetic with Steve and Shirley, but addiction is painful on all involved. And of course Luke would self-medicate, if not just for the instability and sense of abandonment at such an impressionable age. And of course Steven and Shirley would be disdainful or resentful since they were probably parentified as the older siblings. How unfair for them.
I keep wondering if there aren’t any ghosts at all, and it’s all just an allegory for trauma. With trauma, flashbacks aren’t just dreams, they can be very vivid experiences (sounds, smells, etc) and often it manifests as fragments and images, especially in situations where one feels trapped and powerless. And all of the “no one believes me” is so reminiscent of when people do seek help when they’ve been abused, but family is in denial, because believing it would break their reality.
And in real life, we’re all more likely to be Steve, looking for intellectual and rational explanations for a phenomenon that just doesn’t make sense. I remember how relieved I was to find out that sleep paralysis was a scientifically explained phenomenon, and I wasn’t actually being suffocated at night by a menacing presence. Actually Steve reminded me of that show Ghost Hunters in its early days when it was actually more about debunking - I loved that show because I legit believed in ghosts (child ofAsian immigrants here) and it was so reassuring.
Seriously, this show obliterates This Is Us when it comes to family drama and sibling dynamics.