I'm so sorry to hear about your sister Nysha. Please know you have so many folks sending virtual hugs to you and your family. I hope you get some answers soon.
Today has been a day of struggle for me. I've literally given myself a damn migraine because of it. Mr. Six had a business trip last weekend. He had a 600am flight from Baltimore to Austin, TX. He began his trip home from a regional airport, had a layover in Dallas, flew into Charlotte with only 35 minutes between flights, and then finally made it back home at midnight Monday night. I feel ridiculous for missing him so damn much while he was gone a short time. And here comes the struggle. We have plans to see family for the holiday weekend. I have zero, none, zilch, nada desire to go. And I have so much guilt. It's going to be the second weekend in a row that I won't get to spend time with him, and I have to share him with other people. I am almost in tears thinking about how much I'm dreading the trip. The car ride is horrendous to begin with, but I'm in the middle of a pain cycle (which is now spreading to my right hip), and the level or horrendousness (my made-up word for the day) is magnified. I know it's no big deal, but I just can't get out of my headspace with the whole thing. I can't say anything on social media since it will go back to my mom and inlaws within an hour. I just feel like I'm being forced into something I don't want to do, but the "threats" are coming from guilt trips. On that pathetic note, I hope everyone has a lovely Good Friday & safe Saturday. Take care all!!