Anela

I didn't know this was still on. I think the last time I watched, it was 1994/1995, and Marlena was possessed by the devil. This was after a woman had been buried alive, by another woman, and she had married Victor, for some reason.

Yep. It's just supposed to be a topping for something like apple pie, or something you eat if you aren't feeling well. I think the custard here might be different. I've seen frozen custard offered as a different option at the ice cream places, in the past. But I'm not sure. I don't think I've had it over here. Is it kind of like vanilla pudding? I made a lemon cheesecake, and I love lemony foods, but this one is actually a bit strong for me - and I saw someone in the comments saying their wife wanted to punch up the lemon flavour. The author told them they could add a teaspoon of lemon extract, and I almost did that, but I'm glad that I didn't.

Three years ago, I saw a van like this, outside a grocery store. It was covered on the sides and the back, full of conspiracies. He apparently gets around, because he's been mentioned in the State reddit. Someone called it a vanifesto. When covid started, I was arguing with people I knew, who are no longer friends. not arguing, but discussing more heatedly than we were used to with each other. One of them basically told the others to be nice, that they knew better - they knew what was really going on, unlike me, and another friend.

LOL. Same! I almost started a thread for this, when I saw that it was on HBO, but I haven't watched it, because I didn't want to be angry. I have lost friends who believe this man. I can't believe I missed that they believe in "crisis actors" including children.

Not juvenile. :) I have colouring books and pens that I keep forgetting to use, but I loved felt tip pens when I was a kid, and I still get that feeling when I see them in the store. I used to be an artist, and I just stopped. Tried to get back into it, but it didn’t stick. I still can’t believe that I stopped. It was my “thing”.

I have a small gold watch somewhere, that my mum bought me, to replace the last one I had. You have to wind it up. I used to wear two small gold rings on my ring finger, and little finger, along with the watch. I love pens, and mugs.

I unsubscribed from emails from an organization that I support, because they kept bugging me for money, and then I found out that I couldn’t respond to their email. I unsub from anyone asking me for money, because I have none. I can’t support myself, I can’t afford to send them anything I also regularly receive texts and emails from people I ideologically oppose, and I don’t know if my email was sold, or if someone signed me up for them. I kept getting emails from one newsletter, kept unsubscribing, and being re-subbed. The night before my birthday, two years ago, I finally called them, and threatened to report them to the appropriate agency, and I’ve never received another email from them. I was bullied a lot, too. I dropped out of school because of it. I’ve been bullied online, too - I was harassed by one person for years, on and off for years, and I don’t know why. Also harassed and beaten up by my sister, for her husband, because I didn’t want to be under the same roof as him. I’ve been offline, mostly, trying to finish a library book. It has to go back, and I finally finished it this evening, but I need to learn my lesson, and not get a pile of books out, when I don’t have the attention span needed to finish them all in a timely manner. But I’m also pretty over social media. I’m over a lot of things.

Scenes with the octopus, remind me of the show Wonderfalls.

That was my favourite part. I liked the end of the previous episode, when he found them, and checked for a pulse: "they're still alive!" followed by something like "damn it!" lmao. I started watching this on Monday, finally, and I like that it's just silly, but also has its moments, when he realizes what he's feeling for the people around him. He doesn't really hate the kids. I recognized his wife right away. She was in a show for ABC, maybe eight years ago. I've also seen her on instagram, she's friends with Rose McIver (who I follow). She has a distinctive look.

Puppies being put into a furnace? I missed that. Gross.

I forgot about areas with no service. That’s why they all lost WiFi. of course Sadie is pregnant. If grace’s husband instilled so much confidence in their daughter, why didn’t she call him? It seems like she didn’t want to disappoint him, and wanted her mother to handle it. I like their friendships.

I can’t imagine a full-time content creator, with a manager, and a lot of sponsorships, depending on WiFi as she travels across the country for work. I would have thought she’d have unlimited data.

I’m supposed to be sleeping, but I still haven’t made my cheesecake, and I was still thinking about this. I didn’t want to get up when I woke up. Just distinctly aware of who isn’t here anymore, and I didn’t hear my dad downstairs. It was early, and it took me a long time to get myself moving. I’m very, very lucky to have my dad. I have been trying to shake things off, for that reason. anyway, we went out for a while, and when we got home, I briefly sat at my computer, to check something. I clicked on YouTube, too, and the first thing recommended to me was “the bump” by the Bay City Rollers. My mother LOVED them. They had the UK number one single when I was born (Bye Bye Baby), and one of my earliest memories is dancing with my mum, in our living room, to their album. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gz5nVuP5jF0 I haven’t listened to them in a long time. I think I’ve only remembered them a few times in the past decade.

Someone warned me that it’s depressing, and that she plays a more cheerful show in the background as she plays. I’m already depressed, so I might pass for now. this weekend is busy, I’ve only watched the two episodes, and I’m really in a mood to binge.

I was just going to say, it's like Justified, in a different universe. We're just missing Timothy Olyphant. I didn't know what to think about the ghoul not killing the dog, because he left the chicken alone, too. I don't think he wanted to kill the dog.

I also wonder when my internal screaming will become external. up in the area where we go to the beach, there’s a place where you can go to break things. I’ve never been, because I felt guilty, the one time I threw a mug on purpose, but I might try it. I laughed when we first passed it, because it’s right next to a yoga studio, and I think the other side was a vaping store. We’re almost out of cheese, but when we get some, I’ll make a grilled cheese. :) thank you.

Same. All of it. I could go into a long vent about this, but it would be too long. So I’ll add another small peeve: national sibling day. I have no relationship with mine. I loathe the fact that romantic relationships and marriage have been pushed so much that they were considered to be the most important relationships. they weren’t for me.

I’m going to start playing new Vegas, if my computer can handle it. I liked this. I love Walton goggins, and that the ghoul left the chicken alone. I’ve been waiting for a show to grab me like this. I haven’t watched shogun yet, because I wanted to see the whole thing, not wait.

There was a woman on the news, who sounded like she was in love with him, talking about “what he went through in California.” What he went through? I don’t understand it. I remember the evening he took off in the bronco. We couldn’t watch the whole trial, because I think it was on cable, and we only had the basic channels. We didn’t have the internet, either, so we caught the highlights they shared.

The author of the book is 60 years old. Not a millennial.

I’ve started this, but I really need sleep. I got past the wedding, and something that happens afterwards.

I love watching people cook. It gets me up to make my own food.

I haven’t really paid attention to calories and fat, because my stomach condition had me getting sick all the time, I wasn’t keeping much down. Even water, for a while there. I’m doing better with that now, so maybe I should be paying attention. I don’t think I eat enough, though. I go through phases of feeling hungry all the time, it’s annoying. I’ve been out of it, and haven’t been getting much made, so I’m trying to change that this week. it’s like gastroparesis/cyclic vomiting. I add enzymes to water now - vegetarian ones - which helps, but not all the time. I do better with whole fat dairy, and I don’t like vegan yogurt. I recently tried the honey one, because I bought the big tub, and I like it! I didn’t think it would.

https://odettewilliams.com/blogs/blog/chocolate-cake-detox

I’m going to make dad a chocolate cake for his birthday. I might try one I have saved in my email. I’ll find it. I’m making a small cheesecake for my own, and tonight, I made this - I keep forgetting I can’t just paste links here, on my ipad. I need to use the thing above. https://pinchofyum.com/healing-chicken-and-rice-soup I add tamari to my congee, but with this, I preferred it without. I’m going to add the lime juice individually instead of into the whole thing. my dad tried to make bread today, because we’re broke, and needed some. It was slightly clunky, and cakey, but not bad. I think his round loaf looked better, and I’ll try it with my soup.