I am so angry watching this right now. Here's Whitney, crying over being fat, because she always thought that adoption would be her backup plan. Why not just lose the weight, Whitney? You have ALL these resources AT YOUR FINGERTIPS -- a reality show, with producers who would get behind you and give you whatever help necessary (trainers, weight loss surgery, nutritionist, etc.). And yet.....you'd rather be fat. Face it, that's what it comes down to. Your dysfunctional life is more important to you than any baby, adopted or natural.