This article is an incredible PR piece for Buddy. Funny how its titled "The Untold Truth" when it is a compilation of info from articles about him. Hasn't changed my poor opinion of him. No matter what he says, his behavior on the show is nasty.
My doctor gave me a script for Xanax because I was crying in her office. I take them only when I feel overwhelmed (sister who is a 64 year old teenager lives with me rent free because I am a pushover and my 88 year old Mom slowing dying from TMIs). They help, but my doctor is very careful when I ask for refills.
I just thought it was funny that Alyssa was asking the designers to talk about the toughest part of being on the show (aka how much they missed their families) to set up the episode, and not one of them mentioned a loved one.