Frankly, after watching several hours of Melissa's "journey" over the course of the past twelve years, and knowing what she is going through now, I wouldn't go to one of her lectures for free. "Physician, heal thyself." comes to mind. She could work off some of that fat by cleaning that cluttered house. Raising three children is hard, but she should have time to do housework. I kept thinking about how ashamed I would be if a member of my family saw my house like that, not to mention millions of strangers seeing that mess. I guess, if she can take a naked shower in front of all those people, a filthy house wouldn't bother her. While I admire her for losing hundreds of pounds, the doctor took off over a hundred pounds in two follow-up surgeries. The woman has no butt now, but I wonder why Dr. Now didn't "do" her legs. Hopefully, she will reach her target weight and be able to have upper arms and legs done. I do feel so sorry for her but, until she makes the decision to do something about it, she will remain in hamster mode.